Gotta work harder, harder, harder.
I have started community college in VCC. Holy hell my online math class is damn hard @-@

Isn't it funny how the people who THROW you away realize the grass was never greener on the other side and want you back? I find it hilarious-
Anyway I have some goals
+ Lose weight for halloween and enough so that I can be a sexy Sheva in March
+Get better in art -fuckin impossible since i suck lmao-
+Get a job
+ Get my own Xbox360 so I stop bothering my brother
+Have fun
+ Get good grades

I miss my friends who I haven't seen in a while and I love you guys! I haven't forgotten its just sometimes shit gets in the way D: When I can drive I promise I will come visit.

Oh and my hair- I haven't had the money to get it done yet! (poverty much?)
But I most likely will not cut it short because I just can't let it go! and I have realized how I have beautiful long hair (sometimes)

Cutting my hair,not too short but pretty short like right passed my shoulders, not too sure though because it may be hard to keep it not frizzy hmm I also need some color correction and some better bangs <3 I have a reference pic of what i want so if anyone is interested just comment but other than that yeah i hope i can get this crappy hair did.


Updates? Sorry I will update on how things are going soon.

But here's a mini update

There must be some sort of disease going around(T-virus?!)(Las plagas?!) among guys because they are actually interested in me. It's pretty annoying. I like being one of the boys and not a sex object.
Attention from someone I like and is interested in me romantically is different from guys who want the booty! lmao <3


But don't worry I am pretty happy and have great friends

...Hello, Tell me how have you been? I didn't think I'd see your face again...

I adore this song (You should listen) I'd totally dedicate this to someone.
Anyway an update yes?

++ I am Legal as of July 4th.
++ I got a crazy piercing.
++ I miss my grandfather dearly.
++ I also miss someone else dearly.
++ Dayna is Pregnant ( Titi Lianna?), so I gotta do Tae Bo alone

++ Sadly, I am still Single (hahaha xD)

Things to Do:
** Alot **

I still need to post something on here, I promise I will!
Once my scanner decides to magically work or I go to my grandma's to use hers.

Shout-outs:




....Look, How the spark; Never Leaves; It's we who choose to die.
Look, How the fire ; Only cools; It's we who lose desire...

A big update to let you guys know I am alives!
What have I been doing this summer?
- I went to Costa Rica for a week, and got to try out surfing!I LOVE EET.
(hehehe and when the parents weren't around since we rented a house i went outside and tanned nekkid hahah xD there was like a big wall all around the house its cool)
- Lots of drawing and sketches, and when I couldnt sleep at midnight to like 3am I was playing my sisters pokemon game (she is so bad at it that I am going to buy my own pokemon game when soul silver and heart gold come out)
- Another thing I did when I couldn't sleep was watch spanish TV helping myself learn better <3 I can understand better but Im still too shy to speak it.

++My sisters birthday party was saturday and we had a giant inflatable slip n slide. Hahahah it was so damn fun!
++Today is her actual birthday yayy sophie is 10 years old! (hahah good band)
++ My cat is stuck in a tree, literally it sucks but we're trying to get her down.
++ I've been doing Tae Bo with Dayna.

So to end this journal, would anyone fancy a cuddle with me? :3
My Wife:
My Wife in another life:

Today was my last official day of school. My grandfather passed away may 13, I'm doing alright it was hard but I have accepted his death. I just miss him sometimes.Anyway so yeah highschool is all over, this year was by far my worst year in highschool! but its alright I am moving on

Now to try and find work and stuff I think i will be posting arts finally!
Yayy! Seniors '09